Feeling

Its been a long time i never updated my blog, actually i  got quite a lot of stuff happened recently...its a really tiring and i don know what i should do and can do. Do anyone how to removed the obstacle of heart? i thought i'm a dark devil and without mercy with others but now only i realize i'm actually a stupid idiot devil that only will no mercy on myself. If got anyone need my help i will definitely be there..but when myself need me, i just useless like a kid and hide myself at a corner. Now definitely is time for me to actual awake myself that hide deep inside my heart....